Third Semester

The third semester of my university life had come to its end. And the fourth semester will be starting soon. I have a total of six semesters to be in UTM, now three had pass. That mean I had gone through the half way of my university life. In another one and half year time, I’ll end up in working environment. I hope the economy will be better after I enter working environment.

For the third semester, I would like to make some conclusion. This is an unhappy semester for me here. I feel not satisfy for the relationship with all my friends and not satisfy with what I faced in activities.

First of all, I would like to comment on the activities. I don’t mean that the activities I joined is not good nor wasting my time. But I think I have other better option in my personal improvement. Actually I have a higher expectation to university activities. And I also believe that the activity environment is the best place for us to grow. I believe that the activity environment should let everyone to dream and realize their dream.

If comparing to my thesis, I think I can realize what I thinking through my thesis. So, I’ll put down some of my activities and concentrate to my thesis. Besides that, I feeling the first class honour is very important to me. I can have more option in choosing my working environment in future.

About friends, I feel sad because not being understand and feeling uncomfortable with my best friend’s admirer. Anyway, I feel much after the holiday. Thank you to Yee Teong, because he make me smile when I tell him what I faced here. I’m not born yesterday night! What I want is true friend, I don’t need entertainers. I know who is true to me and who isn’t true to me.

Finally, is about my love. Before I back to Penang, Wan Ping called me, she asked whether I’m joining our church caroling for this Christmas. Besides that, she also asked when I can bring my girl friend back to Penang. Actually, I feel that many people concern about my love, think that I should have a girl friend now.

But, I have my different thought here. I think I shouldn’t involve in any relationship until I finish my study. There are a few reasons why I’m doing this. First I don’t have enough resource to have any relationship at this stage. I don’t have time, money and cannot provide any secure to my lover. I don’t know where to go after my graduation. Now, taking care of myself already become problematic. So, is impossible for me to take care of another person.

Some may ask me. What if I meet a suitable one and she like you too? My answer is if the suitable one is belong to me, she never run. If the love is true, let it be in trial. The time will prove it to me! Don’t you feel wasted? You don’t afraid to be single? If the love is not true, I found no reason to own it, rather be single. If can together for lifetime, why cannot wait for one and a half year?

The fourth semester is going to start shortly. Hope everything will be fine in the coming semester. Wish that I won’t make a wrong decision for my future here. And wishing everyone good luck in coming semester!

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